It just annoys me, you know. I spent hours getting ready for you. I spent thousands of dollars on you. I never even looked at another guy when we were together. And you? What was your input? I spent hours getting ready, and you bailed on me at the last minute. I spent thousands of dollars, you took all that without even saying ‘thankyou’. I never looked at anybody else, while you cheated on me multiple times. Now you expect me to trust you, you expect me to be eager to get back into a relationship with you. I can’t let myself believe you when you say that you’ve ‘changed’.. because you said that every other time, and in the end I was always the one in tears.

It’s so god damn frustrating when you tell a guy to fuck you harder and he doesn’t. sdhfskjhr